I`ll be in and out yet again

[Ripken8fan55]

Hi All, I just got a phone call to tell me my uncle Arden passed away at 6:30 tonight so I`m gonna be in and out again. If I have anything going trade wise with anyone I`ll get back with you asap. It just is never gonna end!


Tom

[race crazy]

good giref man! Im glad your a strong individual-all this crap happening to you just aint fair. Keep goin strong man!

[Shayne1911]

Hey Tom! I'm sorry to hear about your uncle!! *hugs*

[JKC]

Sorry to hear about your uncle, Tom. Hope all is going well for you and your family during this sad time.

Darin

[Ripken8fan55]

Strength ran out when my mom passed I`m afraid. My shrink thinks I`m about to have a meltdown, I agree. They say whatever don`t kill ya will make you stronger, but I`m not so sure. Did you ever get the feeling like ™™™ who really gives a rats ™™™™™. I truely don`t know how much more of this chit I can take.

The war years ago screwed up my head and I ain`t been right since. Now I gotta deal with all this crap. Stuff ain`t suppose to happen like this!!! 2 uncles and my mom dying in less than 6 months. And the year of dealin with my dads medical stuff up until that.

Strength done run out. I`m gettin to the point I`m about to suck on a gun barrel and say WHO CARES!! I sure as hell don`t anymore. I could give 2 chits! This world is turnin into a real ****hole. Just when you think it can`t get any worse, it does! WHY?? How much is a person suppose to deal with? I gotta try and get some sleep.

[race crazy]

dude I know its rough but its gotta get better-its just gotta-I sorta struggle with my inner demons too-although not with the reasons you say-life is def worth living though-no matter how bad-cause something good will happen eventually-plus its exciting-keep your head up and we will do everything we can to help ya.

[JKC]

I agree with Stephen.

Don't be so hard on yourself, Tom. Sure they say everything that happens happens for a reason. I too had to battle with some inner demons (and at times I still do). Sure, they are probably not like your's, but still. I have learned though not to let them get me down and steal my joy. If you let that seed of evil get planted within you, it will continue to grow and control you as long as you keep watering it by bringing up your hurt and sorrow. Stop doing that, and get a seed of good in there. You do that, and I am sure that things will turn around for the better for you. You just have to remain positive.

OK. I'm going to stop this now before I start sounding like a preacher.

Take care, buddy, and remember that when you are in the darkest of times and you think nobody cares about you or needs you, there is always someone out there that does! Go out and find that someone! You could make a world of difference in their life!

Darin

[rpsparky]

hey tom i am one who can feel your pain i lost my mom my brother and grandfather all at once while i was serving it is a heck of a thing to deal with i was supose to be the one in harms way but you never know whats gonna happen here i am and they are gone hang in there things do get better you know they would want you to be happy thats how i got through it

[Ripken8fan55]

Thanks guys & gal. I`m hangin in I guess. Buried my uncle today, I couldn`t bring myself to attend the services. Did the funeral home bit yesterday but couldn`t go it today. Thanks for everyones kind words, it very much appreciated.

Tom